December 14, 2011

Three Winter Poems by John Bolinger

Prose Fragments in a Cigar Box

Aunt Vie had blue mirrors in her house
and a mohair sofa with her imprint on the center cushion.

I used to stay over on Saturday nights
to make puppets with Uncle Bill’s socks
and drink Ovaltine from a Captain Video space mug.

A Christmas ornament sent from France by Uncle Bill
arrived broken in 1941.
The pieces stay in a Dutch Masters box on the mantel.
I wonder how it must have looked once.

On summer evenings Aunt Vie would
drop READERS DIGEST down the stairwell
at Benny, her Cocker Spaniel,
when he wouldn’t stop barking at the crickets.

There is a picture (double exposure) of her and Benny and me
on a porch swing near lilac bushes not in bloom.
There are two of me pressed together
from different times.

One of me is lost forever,

but the other imagines still
how broken pieces may yet fit together
into some bright star at the top of a tree

for all Decembers that remain.

JB


                                              Winter Afternoon 

                                            The garden is quiet,
                                and light is that pearly peach color
                              that streaks the sky before nightfall
                                     when air is cold and filled
                                    with the scent of woodsmoke.

                                 My cup of tea cools by a window
                       that frames a few last birds on the terrace
                          among hieroglyphs of tracks and seed
                                    written on a dusting of white.

                                  Holiday noises are yet far away,
                                         gifts are wrapped,
                                            cookies in tins
                                         cards in envelopes,
                                           and memories
                                     of this graceful silence
                                              will survive,
                                           like wintergreen 
                                        under morning snow.          
- - J.B.

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                                                 SILENT NIGHT

                       The year shrinks toward December’s final day,
                           and hours flutter by like oak leaves
                            blown through an open church door,
                     caught somehow in that little purgatorial space
                      of gray stone walls from an immutable past.

                      In the sanctuary a counterpoint of carols and
                   whispers of children awed by clusters of candles
                 weaves its own music through fragrant cedar boughs
                      punctuated by holly berries and bittersweet.

                          On the chancel a living creche breathes
                   in young Mr. and Mrs. Barton and their infant son
                             among cardboard sheep and oxen,
                              the sleeping child in a crib of hay
                              on a hidden layer of paper towels.

                       All are silent now except for winter wind
                            and a prayer shared by so many,
                               that peace will find its way
                         into that quiet place deep within us all
                       where hope remains always the last gift
                              to be opened, a gift to begin
                      that first January morning, brilliantly cold,
                       when snow blinds us into sight once more.

                                           John Bolinger